Hello π₯Ίππ
So I have went through my whole life not knowing why I felt so out of place. I constantly felt misunderstood and haf to mimick the behaviour of others. This made me really scared. It has taken 16 years, but I'm finally being diognosed as autistic. To help myself and other atypical peeps on the web, please use tone indicators, and be serious with them. /S means sarcastic /J means joke and I believe that /R means serious.
My autistic tendencies include:
Hyper fixations (obsessive interests in certain topics)
Noticing patterns and things that others do not
Random noises and gestures
Stimming
Talking at a high volume without realising
Over analysing everything
Sensory overload
Socially anxious, though I'm especially good at masking this
Not understanding personal space
Not knowing people's true intentions (Feeling like people are out to get me)
Trouble understanding tone
Struggle to take turns in convos
A need for routine
Not being able to relate to people, struggling especially with those in my age group
Repetitive speach
Spacing out completely
Taking things very litterally